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GinEvil
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A story about a submissive young girl who is the victim of an abusive relationship(in whatever form). However, she begins to feel as if she is forgiving the person for the horrible things he did. She tries to turn her humiliation to anger for that person, and becomes increasingly interested in using shibari to bind that anger into her in an attempt to prevent her from forgiving the guy.

She seeks out dominance from another young girl who is more than keen on fulfilling that need. However, she too is conflicted since she cannot accept that the submissive girl's need is due to an external party's influence. She realizes that the submissive girl essentially requires the sex while she wants her love. This, however, doesn't stand in the way of them having hot steamy sex. 

There will be little or no dialogue, allowing the audience to fill in what emotion she needs to bind in herself. Which would give the audience the ability to relate to the sex on an emotional and spiritual level.

How's that for an idea? I still need to incorporate a man in this. Perhaps make it about a girl and a guy who want to help the submissive girl get past her abusive past. The above explanation for the second girl is just an idea. It might be better if I make all of them just friends and leave out any love interests.

Possibly, the submissive girl could at some point reveal her secret, flip out and basically convince one of the friends to do it to her as to keep the hatred inside. Then the other friend finds out. And it eventually just builds up to a crescendo in the form of an unintended orgy(or rather, threesome).

Anyway, I'm still tinkering.

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GinEvil
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Also, I dreamed I was losing my teeth again.

Dream interpretation ahoy )
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Punchlines
GinEvil
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I really love songs with punchlines. Admittedly, most are cheesy and saccharine but they are often capable of evoking a particular feeling in the vein of the usual mushy mixtape making sentiment. But sometimes they can be rather deep or just represent a particular standpoint. Songs with punchlines are often modeled around the phrase, with the song building up to that particular part. As a result, punchlines are a great device for an instrumental or lyrical climax. 

I swear, I could probably talk about song structures for hours. Although I'd basically be making it up as I'm going. I honestly have no idea what I'm talking about.

Such is the power of boredom and Taking Back Sunday.

I'M AN ADDICT FOR DRAMATICS
I CONFUSE THE TWO FOR LOOOVE

 

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GinEvil
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I'M GOING OUT LIKE A BABY

A NAIVE UNSATISFIABLE BABYYYYY

GRABBING ONTO WHATEVER'S AROOOOOUND

FOR THE SOARING HIGH OR THE CRUSHING DOOOOOOOWN

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GinEvil
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It's late, and I'm talking to the most depressing guy I could be talking to. Then again, he has stomach cancer among other things. So I can't really blame him for it.

He's showing my the lyrics he wrote.

Oh dear...

They're very much like Taking Back Sunday(which the lyrics at the bottom are from, I won't include the stuff he wrote since he actually intends to use it). So you can imagine the theme of the songs. 

Oh and he's drunk.

 

I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to I'll do what I got to, the truth
Is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt

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Spun
GinEvil
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If this movie is even remotely factual, then everything they say about meth and sex is true.

And it horrifies me.

There's a huge amount of Smashing Pumpkins in this movie though.

Anyway, it's nowhere near as good as Requiem for A Dream. But that's mostly because the movie doesn't really take itself seriously. All the characters are pretty much exaggerated perversions and you can't really relate to them at all. But that was the whole point.
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Huh?
Posers
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Why haven't I posted a blog in over half a year?

There's not much to say, and I don't think anyone reads this anyway but let's see here.
2008 is over, isn't that just great? A whole year of fun... interesting experiences
Because come on, interesting is more important than fun, right?
Right?

I'm pretty sure I'm right.

ALSO

 

ALL HAIL TO ROBOT WARS )


 

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Yay
GinEvil
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I do not feel like sleeping ONE bit

Sorry LJ. I'm only here because netlog is down.

Yes, this is spam.
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Okami!
GinEvil
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I need some good Okami pictures for photoshopping. Preferably official artwork.

I've been trying to get an image to come as a thumbnail with javascript for quite some time now! It just won't work! *Frustration*
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8D
GinEvil
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1. Story behind your LJ Layout?

It was the only decent one I could find without getting a paid account.

2. What's bothering you right now?

Just general confusion.

3. Do you close the door when you pee?

Depends

DESCRIBE YOUR:

4. Wallet?

Eastpack, pretty normal, filled with money, cards and several pieces of papers (with some seriously personal stuff now that I think about it XD)

5. Wallpaper on your computer's desktop?

Okami!

6. Background on your cell phone?

Some circle kind of thing. Blue.

7. Jewelry worn daily?

..I. don't wear jewelry.

8. Where your default icon was taken?

I found it on DeviantART somewhere

9. Eyes:

Green

10. Life?

Isn't fair. But that's alright. It isn't supposed to be fair. (I don't mean this in a whiny way, I mean this in a "Yay Life!" kind of way xD)

11. House:

Had it since forever. I live at the top. In what used to be the cellar.

WHAT ARE YOU:

12. Doing this weekend?

Going to participate in this quiz thing. But we need to find one other player first.

13. Wearing:

Black pants, black hoodie and a white bloodstained shirt.

14. Wanting?

Luuuuuuv

15. Where are you?

At my computer -_-

16. Listening to?

She Wears My Blood by Raein

17. Have you ever kissed anyone named John?

No, but I've kissed a guy named Jordy.

18. What do you smell like?

My shower gell. I can't describe it.

19. Eating?

Just ate a pizza.

20. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing?

My 'Catcher in The Rye' book

21. Do you believe in a soul mate?

Depends.

22. Do you sleep naked?

No

24. Do you believe dreams come true?

Depends on how plausible the dreams are.

25. Do you believe in miracles?

No, that's why they're called miracles. Because they're impossible.

26. Do you burn easily in the sun?

I haven't been to the beach or anything like that in AGES. I would assume not.

27. Do you speak another language other than English?

Flemish. I should know French and German but I'm crap at both.

28. What's something you wish you could understand better?

Myself(oh lol)

29. What did you do last weekend?

I cannot recall. Probably nothing important.

30. Who do you miss?

Guess.

31. Have you ever been in a beauty pagent?

Seriously, this is test is kinda fishy.

32. Orange or apple juice?

Apple juice is a severe diuretic to me. And I just don't like orange juice so neither.

34. What was the last instant message you received?

We want sex to bleed into the music. zegt:
it totally is

35. Last text message you sent:

Romeo   >:3 zegt:
This is a trap, isn't it?

36. Last time you ate a home grown tomato?

I can't recall.


37. What is the closest thing to you that is blue?

My water bottle.

40. Whose house did you go to last night?

My own.

41. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?

A doctor.

42. Do you like someone right now?

Yes, I do.

43. What do you wear more?

Striped hoodies

44. What is the last movie you watched?

Constantine

45. Have you ever heard of the band Our Lady Peace?

No, but I have heard of a band called The Avenging Disco Godfathers of Soul

46. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?

I can't recall, I found it under a pile of stuff as I was cleaning my room. It had bloodstains so I washed it. It still has some blood on it but not a lot.

47. Coach Purse or MLB game tickets?

..heh?

48. Do you believe that you can change someone?

No

49. Do you want someone you can't have?

Yes, I do.

50. Who do you tag?

I don't have anyone to tag.
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